End of term

Up late madly writing BS. This paper is going to stink. Fortunately it will be the last thing I am ever graded on. Coming up: thesis lab work.

Procrastinated for hours on MSN today with LL guy. Seems funny but some things set my nerves on edge. Will withhold judgement til Friday. Hopefully is not awkward or weird or creepy. Probably should not let him pick me up but likely will. One bad decision after another.

Mad at Grey. Why would he still want to call me? If he just wanted to talk, he could call from Ottawa. I'm not stupid enough to let him continue manipulating me. I'm not. Really I'm not.

I am.