I'm feeling inarticulate.
The Crush is a busy, busy guy. I want to be with someone who has time for me. That probably sounds crazy because of how much time we spent together this weekend. And I was very happy that he sent me a text message this evening when I was trying to be aloof and make him chase me. But then he didn't have time to talk because he was going to see a house with his friend the real estate agent. Why am I so goddamn picky??
I miss The Other Guy. I'm nervous about seeing him next weekend. I hope I can keep it together and be chill and dignified and carefree. What is wrong with me??
My former Valentine called me this evening. We talked for an hour. I really miss that guy. He didn't speak to me for a year and now we're back to talking about sex and backup plans and relationship crap. He was drunk and I cried. He doesn't know that I cried. Maybe he cried too and I don't know it.
I'm going to end up alone. Aren't I?
PS Asshat, where are you?
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
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4 comments:
You will not end up alone.
Relationship crap is jsut complicated, that's all.
Sorry, I was out of town for the Thanksgiving gluttony-fest. I need to catch up on my blog reading as it looks like you've had a major cast change since I last tuned in.
Anyway, I don't think that you're doomed to grow old alone with cats. If you do, what the hell. Cats don't care if type your blog in your underwear while you sip your wine and puff away on a cigarette.
OMG!! This sounds so much like me!
You won't end up alone because you aren't alone now. You're simply searching through the rack to find the one that fits.
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