Best and worst date ever

I really didn't expect to end this date smoking a j and making out with this guy. I can't figure out why I feel so awful. Perhaps because I'm a huge control freak? We had a really good time. I just got ridiculously buzzed and started to get paranoid and needed to come home. Tomorrow is going to be rough. I think I even liked him at one point. Not immediately but after a lot of conversation. I should at least give him - and his motorcycle - a second chance.