Elusiv Conversations

Elusiv says:

these are the nights i wish that i wasn't with you

Elusiv says:

that i wish i was single

Elusiv says:

because i get my hopes up

Elusiv says:

that i'll get to talk to you

Elusiv says:

maybe laugh a little bit

Elusiv says:

and catch up

Elusiv says:

and share a bit of my life with you

Elusiv says:

but instead you're tired

Elusiv says:

and angry

Elusiv says:

and frustrated

Elusiv says:

with your life

Elusiv says:

but you take it out on me

Elusiv says:

and reduce me to tears

Elusiv says:

and i'm left wondering why i waste my time

Elusiv says:

and questioning why i think that i deserve better

Elusiv says:

but i hardly ever seem to get it

Elusiv says:

i don't want to be the last thing on your list

Elusiv says:

after work and the gym and the shower and food and more work

Elusiv says:

you have nothing left to give me

Elusiv says:

but you call me to take something from me

Elusiv says:

and i rarely have enough to give myself

Elusiv says:

and tonight i have to dig down deep to get through all the things i have to do tonight

Elusiv says:

without crying

Elusiv says:

these are the dark nights for me

Elusiv says:

when i realize that i really am truly alone in the world