Vaccuum

He's not going to call. I can feel it. I don't know why I'm so sure. The Universe sent me a vibe last night. I know that sounds utterly ridiculous. But it hasn't let up. I'm calling it a black hole. When there's nothing too look forward to. No prospects on the horizon. That, also, is utterly ridiculous. I'm going to NYC next weekend for the first time ever and I'm really looking forward to it. Intellectually and emotionally I know that I am going to have a good time while I'm there. But it seems so far away. I just feel as though the Universe is sucking the energy out of my soul. I don't know what to do with this feeling. I'm going to bed. In theory, I should feel energized when I get up but I never do. Even my bed isn't friendly anymore. Something needs to change.