Friday night

I'm going out with the girls tonight. I'm hoping it will be fun. I'm celebrating my return to full-time employment. I should probably be at home working on the thesis so I can defend before April 17 but my supervisor didn't look at my data before our meeting yesterday. The meeting I took the entire day off work to schedule in! Argh.

Anyway, going out with the girls tonight. I saw them last night too. We sat at A's house and ate chili. I invited The Bartender because I was supposed to meet him for a drink at 8.30 but I couldn't handle it. I doubt I will be hearing from him again. Four chicks and a bartender... that should be the start of a joke.

Haven't heard from Grey since he our last conversation. Part of me never wants to see him again. Part of me wants him to cover his living room in rose petals and propose to me the way that X never did. I know, it's ridiculous. It will probably end with me walking out of there for the last time ever. I'm not looking forward to it.

C le V has been ridiculously sweet. There has got to be something wrong with him. He said he missed me an unwarranted amount considering only 4 days has gone by since we last saw each other. And that the stupid Highway 401 is waaaaayyyyy too long. I wish he was just here. All the time. Then, of course, my messed up brain would invent other problems. Sigh. What is wrong with me?? Wait, don't answer that.

Okay, I must figure out what to wear and make an effort to look hot before I call him at 7 for our pre-girls night Skype date. Ugh, I wish I could just stay home and talk to him on the phone all night.

Meanwhile... Alexandreena, where the heck are you?? I can see blog entries. Let me in! Pretty please? By the hairs on my chinny, chin chin?