Tuesday, December 29, 2009

It's Complicated

I highly recommend that movie. I haven't laughed so hard in a very, very long time. And it made me think about past and future relationships and why we choose to be with the people that we're with.

Finance guy said I could call him when the movie was done so I wouldn't have to walk home alone. But when I phoned him on the walk home, he didn't answer. He rarely answers his phone when I call him. I'm starting to take it personally. It feels as though he is hiding something. Maybe me, from everyone else in his life.

Then I phoned MFV but he was heading to the movies with his little sister and couldn't talk. That's when I felt really alone.

I walked home alone in the cold. It was very quiet, snowing. And I cried.


Anonymous said...

Ah, shit. But better to walk home alone than with someone whose company you have to pretend to enjoy, and feel strained and trapped and fake, right?


Actually, am not always sure about this one..

Asshat said...

Happy New Year! Le plus ca change . . . .

SaneAndSingle said...

I saw it yesterday! It was hilarious, yet thought-provoking! I'm sorry you feel so alone. I can relate. *hugs*